Shimmer #34 – Earthfall (Part 4)
The world is a big place, bigger than most of us ever get to be – even with all the scares you know that it’s going to outlive you. Never did I think that I would actually watch it end, high in the sky and far from the carnage, but still able to see how far the fire reached.
I could have stopped it, but I failed. I put my faith in the wrong person – an astronaut who I thought was a victim, but she was a monster just like the rest. If I hadn’t have let my guard down, if I’d not been so trusting, she never would have been able to hit the button, and the world below wouldn’t… they wouldn’t…
Mom, Dad, Tanya, Jason – soon they would all be dead, burned to a crisp, or worse. Who would do such a thing? I turned to Dr. Robinson, whose eyes were as hard as the rest of her. It didn’t matter that she was a soldier, and her politics were just as unimportant – how much of her humanity had been taken away to be able to do the thing that she did?
“There’s nothing you can do,” she said.
I couldn’t look out the window – the missiles hadn’t landed yet, but I knew the fire was coming. Maybe there was still time to stop one or two of them, push them off course, but only if I really moved. It wasn’t a victory, not by a long shot, but it was something, right?

